CHOICES

She is in love with two men. She is in a relationship with one guy but secretly thinks of the other man. Her heart aches when she thinks about what would happen if her current boyfriend were to ever find out about her secret thoughts. Would he leave? Would he stick around and help her get through this phase? That is all it is to her is a phase. She just wants to see the other guy one more time before he gets shipped overseas with the chance that A) she will never see him again or B) he will be married with children and she will forever feel the guilt of what if. She been through a lot with both partners. She has a different type of love for each,none more-so than the other. Yes,she often thinks about the hurt her current partner has caused her in the past and wants that revenge to taste so sweet. But at the same time, she is growing up and knows that such actions will not help her grow in any relationship if she feels the need to hold grudges. She only has a limited time to choose her next move: to sneak away with the other man and having him think that he is the only man, or to let go,move on and just start a new life with her play husband. The choice shall be drastic. One that she must live with. The choice is hers and hers alone.


-S.Jane